sad sight. Shawn take care.

okay, there's so much drama out there but i chose not to involved in this very stupid drama.
in the first place, it don't even need to happen. everyone will be glad about it.
it's so sad, i'm not gonna get myself involved in all this sad things, my tears will not stop.
i shall restrict myself from such things, if possible. that's the only way.

many things will running through many of our minds, what will happen next?
we don't know, we can't predict, we aren't superman/superwoman who have super powers/magic.
we can't do anything, biological, that's the word.
how much tears that are going to fall out from our eyes, how much we don't want him to leave, but what can we do. there's nothing we can do. we can only see him leave.
i don't want to be part of the sadness, adding in the sadness.
some things that doesn't need to shown to let others see.

the young and naive, ignorant about everything, happily thinking about studying.
he doesn't know what's ahead of him.
that sickening woman, that causes so many drama out there.
you raise him? you did your part?
i don't think so, where were you?
we don't know will he have a bright future, we don't know.
question marks?????????? there are so many questions.
but it's people family issues, i shouldn't interfere.

i just pray hard that he will be doing fine, happy.
takecare Shawn.

ok, i shall stop all this and start studying for my chemistry test.